So Busy For The Wrong Reasons XD

Hey guys and gals! Sorry about not blogging yesterday, I took a break from all of it so that I may enjoy some time with my boyfriend. Of course, that time was spent on my computer playing Don't Starve Together, which was a very fun game that has caused me to rage out so badly, that I got a huge fight with my boyfriend today.

Of course, I was also busy today with my friend Elizabeth for a while because after arguing with my boyfriend. ( I will explain what happened in a second) I need some time with her to calm down. It was nice having someone over to talk to and get a lot off my chest. Blogging is a nice way to do it, but actually getting to verbally hear someone feels better.

What the whole argument was about was not the game, but more of his mother. (A touchy yet, not, subject). It started with after he died, not listening to me, and I got a little peeved. So, me being already annoyed, I snapped at him for scolding his new puppy since half of the time it was all I heard. He, of course, popped back and said he had to annoying me further since it was his mother's dog. I went on to say her getting new was stupid since they were "so poor" and they could barely afford much, something he didn't like. We have already discussed this stuff, so when he got mad about it and implied my ignorance to his living since I'm technically rich, I lost it. We argued until he had to go saying I was making him mad.

At the end of it all, sadly, I basically blew up and my friend came over to calm me down, hence the lateness of my blog. All in all, it was a pretty bad day. So, yeah... I have been busy for the wrong reasons.

So, for the: QUESTION OF THE DAY?
Do you think I should discuss it or just let it go? Please post your advice in the comments below or post a link to blog/video you might have answering my question.

Thanks guys! (I'm excited about this being the 51st blog posted!)

I really need to work harder :(

Hey guys, Madison here!

So, I am just going to come out about it and say it so it is off my chest...

I'M SLACKING SO BADLY I'M LOSING YOU GUYS!

And I am so sorry for it. I really am disappointed in myself. I shouldn't make excuses for myself and I won't. All I will do is admit I have been getting a lazy and have been very tired this last few days. Also, I just wanted to say that I truly thank anyone out there that reads my blogs everyday. You truly make me smile when I see the +1'd or the views. :)

So to update what's been going:

I have finished my second book Project: GreenLife and do plan on making it free for the public. I just need my editor to finish reviewing so that I may make it out and free for you all.

I did finish my anatomy project for Youtube (Read the last blog for details) and here is the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOT21QmGKjk

Finally, I am almost done with school and I am about to go on break. Right now, I am with my cousin and she is watching some weird gaming german guy so I got a chance to blog.

So for the: QUESTION OF THE DAY!

Have you ever had a week that made you so busy that you couldn't keep up to date with other more important matters? Please post your answers the comments or post a link to a blog or video if you have discussed it already!

Thanks you so much guys for sticking out there for me! I love you and wish I could know you more!

I Am SO Sorry for the Delay, I Was In A Bad Car Accident...

I have to deeply apologize for not blogging recently. I have had a horrible week and a half recently which prevented me from blogging. And for the picture above, I really do feel horrible about it. I may not have a boyfriend-girlfriend or whatever relationship with you all, but I do have some form of a connection which means more to me than my ego. So, once again I am sorry. This blog will explain why I haven't blogged.

WEDNESDAY

I had a god awful car accident, that if it was slightly different, I would have died. I was going on a date with my boyfriend and left the steak and shake. As I went to turn left, I fish-tailed another woman and spun out into a light post. I not only totaled my car, but it crushed the driver's side, mine. What made this very scary was I did almost lose my life and everyone did think I died.  

Thankfully no one was seriously hurt expect for my PTS. (This is why I have not blogged.)

THURSDAY

So today, I had to do 2 things:

• I had to put in a 2 weeks notice
• I also had to not work because I was very sore.

The 2 weeks notice was because I had no car to pay for or to go there, so I could continue to work. Thanksgiving was amazing, especially since I didn't have to work and I do hope everyone had a good thanksgiving.

THE REST OF THE WEEK UP UNTIL TODAY

I remember nothing of this days because of school and I was donating blood. I remember a lot of homework and hurting really bad at work Friday because I did not go to the doctors. I also remember blacking out donating blood for some reason so I missed lunch. Yesterday was also my last day at work.

With everything up to date, I just wanted to say sorry again and I am so excited for school to be out.

So, for: THE QUESTION OF THE DAY!

Have you ever been a serious accident, like mine, that made you lose track of time and get behind in important matters? Please post it in the comments below or post a link to a blog or video if you have already discussed this.

Thanks guys! I love you all so much and hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! Stay safe!

Never Will I Judge a Book By It's Cover Again...

Sorry guys I haven't being blogging recently, work and school has exhausted me to the point of collapsing. However, these last few days have taught me a valuable lesson about people that I never understood, yet I knew about it.

At work on Friday, me and co-worker, Tim, noticed that one of the other waiters was acting very weird. So weird that some of us were worried about him. 

His attitude wasn't a normal happy in the beginning of the shift to pissed off and tired. It was, like, spunky, almost child-like.

So, confused and curious, I kept my eye on him until I saw his necklace with a heart (Like the one above) charm. When I pointed it out, he froze and tucked it under his shirt saying I saw nothing and don't worry about it, blah blah blah.

Even more curious about this charm and how it related to his different attitude, I waited until no one was around to ask what it was for.

The news for his charm and playful attitude not only surprised me, but made me realized that I may not know as much about someone as I thought that I did. 

The heart had come from his lover ( I don't know if it was a girlfriend or wife) that was dying of cancer. Her wishes were, that if she did not live, that he wear it for her to remember her. Of course he complied, but the reason he acted weird and didn't say anything was because he was embarrassed it was a woman's necklace.

After his story, I felt sad and happy for him. ( Mostly sad ). I was happy that he was wearing the necklace and was able to be with her and be able to work. Of course, I pitied him because to work and function, in a restaurant while seeing other couples, had to be hard on him.

Almost, in a way, I felt encouraged by his attitude to keep going on.

So, for the: QUESTION OF THE DAY!

Have you ever been in a situation where you thought you knew everything about a person, but were wrong? Please, post your experiences in the comments below, or post a link to a video or blog about it if you have discussed it before.

Thanks guys and hope you have a wonderful weekend and great day!

So Tired...

Ever have a company meeting, at 9 in the morning, about something everyone already knew about? Yeah, today is going to be one of those days... ON A SATURDAY!

So, that is why I didn't blog yesterday. I was up from 5 in the morning until midnight and I needed sleep. I didn't have time and I do apologize for that. :'(

The good news is, is I heard are meeting will be serving breakfast. So, maybe it will be better?

So news about my second book:

1. It is almost done being typed up and going to my editor soon to be fixed and ready for the audience

2. It will be free!

3. I am not sure, but I might make the whole series free as well (The more positive responses = the more likely it will be free for the public.)

So for the question of the day: What sucks more: Morning meetings or typing up a 60 page book? Post in the comment below and give me a reason why. As you know, if you read my other blogs, any blog you posted answering this question can be posted as link in the comments!

Thanks guys out there, and a special thanks to Anthony Palmer and Christine Richardson for giving me some professional tips! Any other help, especially mental, will be used and I will give you a shout out as well.

Feeling Sick, Eh?

Sorry I had not blogged yesterday, I have been getting really sick recently. I, basically, feel like I am running a fever all the time or my nose feels like it is bleeding. 

Besides the sickness, school has been getting harder for me. Not like the people or the assignments, but just paying attention. I have been feeling very tired and out of focus more than normal, sometimes I just don't even care anymore. Maybe I should stay home or something?

Besides my complaining, I have been trying to do a little dance or make a little love to get down tonight. (Not really it is just a song). I really though have been dancing a lot more recently. I guess it is the need to cheer myself up or exercise, but I dunno. I am almost done typing my second book call "Project: Green Life" which will probably be free this time so anyone out there can read my material and see if they like it.

Ever feel sick of school or just so sick in general it strongly affects your mood? Post it in the comments below or post a link there if you have blogged about it.

Thanks guys :D!

Sorry For Delay

Sorry guys it took me so long to blog. My work has tired me out so much over this weekend that I literally came home, stripped off my uniform and fell face first into bed.

To catch anyone up to speed over my last few days:

Get up

Brush my hair and teeth

Shower

Eat

Get dressed

Go to work

Go home

Get undressed 

And finally, sleep

I am also beginning to finish editing my 2nd book - Project: GreenLife, The first book to a 4-booked series.

If anyone out there has experienced this kind of weekend, please comment below and tell me how you handled it.